College, I suppose. Things change too much. I wish I could be in year ten forever.
Scotty the Hottie and Bishopthorpe chips and Art club and Miss Power's terrible jokes and the house I spent my saturdays in.
I miss that house. My friend's, H, friend's, V, house. V's mother, K, often joined us and sometimes her ex-boyfriend whom she remained friends with, J, came around and I have such memories.
J: I'm not rock'n'roll enough for this game. *pulls out a bag of coke and wracks up a line*
K: Did you just snort coke off the coffee table?
J: Er..yeah.
K: *looks angry*
Here, I expected K to say something like,
"Don't snort infront of the children," or perhaps,
"DID YOU BRING COCAINE INTO MY HOUSE?" but, no. It went like this.
K: *looks angry* You could have used a chopping board, you'll have gotten in the groves. V go get the paintbrush and get the coke out.
V: I think there's some specks of green in this groove; someone's having a shottie.
I miss you all.
After that loving ramble into nowhere, I should really get back to the question, shouldn't I?
I am worried about the fact that everything changes and that all good things must end and I just want to stay where I know I'm happy.